Ho ho ho!

Merry Christmas to all!

It seems, this year's christmas turns out to be just a little different from before. Obviously, Lydia the leader is not around and that makes a difference. Secondly, unlike the other years whereby we always have activities after the count down, this year, the youths have made it special by going home! Its sooooo EARLY! Rahhh..i cant stand it! i should be out partying man! Well well, i guess when you grow older, life just becomes less exciting and in other words, Boring! Caroling was pretty fun, just that halfway, i started emo-ing! hah! totally wrong time man! just this weird feeling, like i wana be alone..mab used to have a malay word for that..oh well!

During the caroling whereby we went to three different houses i admit i started developing evil thoughts! haha..some YAFers brought their boyfriends along and seeing them all "couple couple,lovey-dovey", all of a sudden, i hoped everybody would become single, mieserable and lonely just like me! yeah yeah..i am jealous..i dont deny it! To hell with that man..i sound like a witch! somehow..haha..that rhymes with BITCH! okay..i think i should stop here..haha..This is the only picture i took, with rhea the sick girl..haha..

Live telecast

Okie okie..so life is not as exciting (just yet) as i thought it would be after the A levels..Haven bought much stuff considering that town is like my second home now..Running out of clothes to wear too..But i totally look forward to this coming thurs..auntie say new stock for my jeans have to wait..so does the shipment for my bag! Crap! Oh well, at least i have something to look forward to this week..Anyways, here are some pics of my outings last week!

Jonapi....

(Breakfast club) Jeremy playing with Bryan's camera..

Bryan looks hotter when you cant see his face!

He's sleeping like a baby...shhh..

As busy as a bee?

Breakfast club met up yesterday! 9am! Overall, enjoyed the company of bryan and jeremy! Apart from the super long walk to clifford pier and indecision on where to eat, it was quite fun hanging out with those two guys..We heeded stupid jeremy's suggestion to go clifford pier only to hear him say halfway when bryan asked "eh what's there to eat at clifford pier?"...(jeremy)"erm, i dont know."..wah! Bryan and i almost killed him..a hungry man is an angry man!

After which, i met jonapi to register for driving. We havent register just yet. Had to come home and explain the whole thing to my dad before signing the "contract" whatever. So, in a sense, we went to enquire more than register. It was quite a bad day for jonapi i would say. It seemed like GOD was making fun of him. Love is so complicated! Anyways, we went to queensway to get his bag and i bumped into michelle inami (my ex's sister)! she thought jonapi and i were together..but of course i explained to her..she's such a nice girl,if only she was my sister in law! hmm..Following that, we went penin, marina square and finally town! Love it when my day is filled with activity!

Took some pictures with my hp. But charging it now..probably upload some time later.

I didnt give it up, it wasnt even mine in the first place!

To cut the long story short, went looking for a job on friday. Applied 4, 1 called but i rejected cause they wanted me to work at clark quay..so super far. Spent my weekends very much rotting at home.

Prom was okay. All the girls look so pretty! Cant even recognise some of my friends. Post prom was quite screwed. Long story, lots of waiting, we even became salesman. In the end, didnt go for the post prom party at attica, had to go home early for today's friendly.

As for today, i felt like a senior citizen. No stamina, totally rusty! phew! However, great to see the seniors as well as the juniors. Sometimes, its good to relieve old times.

Tomorrow, is a fun filled, action pack day! haha..Been meeting up with jonapi lately. We are gona apply for driving together! rahhh..so exciting! i hope i will pass my theory! Man..back to studying again..Pangsai!

In a blink of an eye!

I am pretty shagged now. Went to the gym yesterday to work out a little. Ran about 3.2km. Not too bad, thought i would have died halfway. Anyways, met up with hanis just now to play hockey in school. SHH..! not too sure if we are still considered a student there. but who cares, we are making full use of the "facility". Well, considering that i havent touched my hockey stick since season, i think i did fine..right hanis?! haha..a little rusty though..okae fine..VERY rusty..still need some polishing. But it was enjoyable. Reminds me of the time when we were still J1, just the both of us training at the "pitch" at malan road. Come to think of it, if not for hanis, my fate with hockey wouldnt even have started. He's a good teacher/mentor! Very patient with me. Just his ability to tolerate my whining and complaints deserves a round of applause. Thanks dude!

Its amazing how time flies! Two years in JC have just gone by like that. I know im a little lagging. such a post should have been done ages ago after the last paper. But only now, it suddenly dawns upon me that very soon, most of us will be going our seperate ways. Guys will go NS and learn to be a MAN while the girls will go on to uni etc. How sad! Not emo-ing, dont worry, have never been happier, just taking some time to reflect and ponder over some stuff.

Anyways, am watching power ranger now. so dumb! Red ranger is quite hot! Surprisingly, its still going on tv! But my favourite is still NINJA TURTLES!

Outrageous News Bloopers

I love this video! if you are emo-ing or just feel like laughing, this is a MUST watch!

Step up.

I am totally appalled by own stupidity! It never fails to amaze me. Always end up embarrassing myself at almost every outing. Within four days, i did three stupid things. 1) mistaken a stranger for my friend 2)*this one really cannot say* 3)while playing with my ring, i dropped it under the train's seat. and it was impossible to retrieve it without kneeling on the floor in the most unglam manner. so i decided to act cool and just walk out of the train. Lucky me, the ring was very cheap and old and rusty..Phew! Oh well, have only myself to blame..Sometimes, im so stupid/blur, i cant stand it myself!

Anyways, i met jonapi for dinner today. Been a pretty long time since i last met up with him. Caught the movie "step up". Im TOTALLY in love with it! Rhea's right..its so darn nice! my favourite movie now!

Anyways, something happened in church on sunday. Not significant to many but has set me thinking. I guess after much reflection and thoughts about it, i learnt that one only has to be answerable to God, not men and to no one else. So, shall not feel disheartened anymore as i keep that in mind! I may have been a bad christian with wrong priorities during this whole year but my heart remains real to GOD..but whatever i may say, only HE knows.

Fun, fun and more fun!

Crap! I am having a real hard time trying to log into my account..Finally managed to..but i might have more problems next time. Anyways, just in case, my blog account is screwed up in some way or another and i cant log in to delete this blog or anything and you realise i havent updated in a LOOOONG time, it just means that its time to move on..

(Friday)
Whatever it is, i had a HELL of a great time the past few days! Went out with my church friends for dinner on Friday, pretty good bonding session. Although, somehow we always end up doing what we do best, walk around aimlessly trying to decide where to go. Oh, while trying to look for a place to settle down, i thought i saw an old friend. I walked up to a girl and said "eh yuling!", only to my horror , she's a complete stranger. No, there ain't no "yuling" but yes, i was totally embarassed ! After that, met up with some other friend to have supper, didnt want to go home so early. Had great fun too, though we didnt do much stuff..Friday was the last day i wore the SA uniform. Felt a little sad. I mean SAJC has the best looking uniform around man..Friday was also a special day because it was the first time i ___?____. SUSPENSE..haha..
At the "village". Taken with rhea Last time i wear the SA uniform
(Saturday)
Went out with Sheena girly. Had to cancel my date with the hockey girls and outing with hanis and mab for her. Felt quite bad. Cause we already planned this outing long ago and i promised i wont stand her up which is what i always do. I tried cancelling my date with her but she sounded so disappointed and sad that i couldnt do it. so yeah..But i had so much fun. Went shopping and she made me laugh like mad. Havent had such a good laugh for a long time since the exams started. Oh, dont ever order potato salad from billy bombers. They literally give you chunks and chunks of potato. Gosh! almost died eating! I look damm sleepy! But i really was!

(Sunday)
Finally got my prom dress! i officially delcare that i HATE PROM! such a hassle. Seriously, im not sure if the dress is formal enough..but wth, heck man! Im counting down to prom, cant be any happier when its over.

A new life, a new chapter..one life,live it!

THE EXAMS HAVE ENDED!!!!!! wahahaha...Finally, after the long wait! Foolishly, i deleted my last blog when i was dying of boredom..lets see how long this lasts..i hope, with the end of the exams, i will start a new chapter of my life on a brand new page. Before collecting my results, i am going to make full use of this period of time, to do some meaningful stuff before i die of shock upon receiving the Alevel grades. Whatever it is, time to go out there and have fun..but before i do so, i have got to crack my brains over what to wear for prom. the emperor's new clothes sounds like a good option.. i may just consider borrowing from his excellency.........